HARD LIFE AS ­AN ENTREPRENEUR

Lately, I’ve been feeling so bad about myself. “I’m not good enough, I’m not good at anything”. Crying, self-doubt, panic. It’s a hard life as an entrepreneur. It’s hard finding your niche, finding clients, finding the strength to every day keep pushing forward with a smile on your face and a positive mindset. It’s tough being a hustler and I’m currently having a really bad time, to be honest.

And it really doesn’t help the weather we’re having currently is sucking, SO BAD. I need fresh air. I need to be outside moving my body. But the icy roads ‘got me staying inside instead, working (chasing for work). And I hate it. I NEED SOME FRESH AIR DAMNIT. And some sunshine. Some endorphins. Now you’re probably thinking, “but Hanna, you have a gym-card”. YES I do use my gym-card, and I lovelovelove going to Bodycombat and Bodyattack classes, as well as playing badminton with my boyfriend once a week. But still, I’m an outdoorsy person and I need my fresh air.

Luckily, the trip to Bali is just around the corner. Only 3 weeks left now, can’t wait! I’m sure Bali will work wonders for my mood and inspiration.

“Why do I even live in this country”

It’s crazy how some time away and spending most of your time outside in the sun can do so many wonders for your soul and overall well-being. I mean, I’ve always known that I’m an outdoorsy person who needs her fresh air and sunshine. But I’m noticing it more lately when I as an entrepreneur have more “loose time” to think about stuff. You see, when you’re working for a company you always have things to do, clear work tasks that someone else is telling you to do. But as an entrepreneur, you need to figure out things to do by yourself = more thinking and not just doing. Of course, I love it, but it also messes with my head and has me thinking about alot of things. Like why do I even live in this country if I dislike the seasons so much..? And so on. UGH.

I’m really struggling lately, can you tell? “Hard life as an entrepreneur”. THE END to this negative post.

(sorry)